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Tadpole EP

by Otis & the Ocean

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1.
I’ve never been sure how to put this into words This is probably the closest I’ll get Just a roundabout way to explain my brain With a detour that passes by my heart I’ve never been one to spill my guts But you’re the person I’d like to spill them to You’re also the one who’d help me clean it all up After you’ve spilled your guts too Cause there’s plans I’d like to make And there’s trips I’d like to take And all of them I’d like to be with you I’ll never understand the feelings that I have At least in regards to you But maybe someday you’ll have those feelings too And then you can tell me what they mean I never want to leave with your arms around me My head resting softly on your chest You steady and calm and quiet the storm Each time you take a breath And all of them I’d like to be with you And all of then I’d like to be with you
2.
You’ve carried a knife for a good part of your life And now I think I know why What started as defense, has turned into a game That no one wants to play You don’t need someone at your back When you’ve got a knife in your hand You’ve been stuffing your sleeves with the victim card And damn, you’ve gotten sly Fooling the ones who rooted for you Without batting an eye You’ll never see your second face If you never first see a mirror And so I’ll try not to bleed Though your knife went pretty deep But because your knife was words I guess that means that my wound is a choice Between picking up my own blade Or letting yours slip out of my spine I poured out my heart, my mind and my soul Then you spat it out I thought you understood confidentiality One more thing I’m wrong about Just because you reached adulthood Doesn’t mean you’ve reached maturity And so I’ll try not to bleed Though your knife went pretty deep But because your knife was words I guess that means that my wound is a choice Between picking up my own blade Or letting yours slip out of my spine And so I’ll try not to bleed Though your knife went pretty deep Just because you get screwed over Doesn’t mean your life will always be screwed up You can’t stop the weapon holders But you can learn who you should and shouldn’t trust
3.
This isn’t a love song, but its sure about love And love is a thing I know little of. I’d always assumed someone’d sweep me off my feet Come rescue the damsel that was me. But years go by and my feet stay on the floor No one has come, not sound at the door And now I’m not sure anyone will want me I guess alone is what I’ll have to be This isn’t a love song, but it’s sure about love And love is a thing I’m still learning about I spent four years of my time Pining and wishing for a boy that wasn’t mine And thankfully he never noticed me A middle school girl just hoping to be seen And so my dear, I hope you’re doing well Hope the band’s successful, go and give ‘em hell. This isn’t a love song, but it’s sure about love And love is a thing I have misunderstood Older and wiser I thought I knew the signs Of a knight in white armor, turns out he was just polite. I longed for so long for someone to show interest When interest was shown, I took it out of context. And so my dear, thank you for being nice Maybe next time I see kindness, I’ll think twice. This isn’t a love song, but its sure about love And love is a thing I have messed up. I saw him as a future with a white picket fence He saw me as well, but only as friends. And his words cut deep, but I did not bleed Because it was clear he was in more pain than me And so my dear, I’ll love you the same But not in the romantic vein. This isn’t a love song, but its sure about love And love is a thing I’m working on I can’t deny I think of you a lot Your hands, your eyes, and those dimples you’ve got The little things you think go unnoticed I’ve seen them all, just want you to know this. And so my dear, I guess we’ll have to see If you truly care about me. This isn’t a love song, but it’s sure about love And love is a thing I know little of.
4.
Name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them. Name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them Name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them Name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them Because right now all you have is time time time yeah, But someday that time will run out. That's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about. Think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them Think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them Think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don't need them Think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them Because right now all you have is time time time yeah, But someday that time will run out. That's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about. Name ten thousand reasons why you never wanna die, go and tell someone who might've forgotten Try to list the endless reasons why it's good to be alive, and then just smile for awhile about them Soon the sun will rise and another day will come Soon enough the sun will set, another day will be gone Because right now all you have is time time time yeah, But someday that time will run out. That's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

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a short album about growing up

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released July 7, 2015

all songs performed by kelly beach
songs 1-3 written by kelly beach
ten things written by paul baribeau, rearranged by kelly beach

recorded at after the moon studio

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Otis & the Ocean California

uke & girl (& kazoo)

kelly beach is a self-taught musician and songwriter based in san jose, ca.

she's trying her best.

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