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Identities Are Weird
03:54
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I used to be a ballerina
With the tutus and pointe shoes
And slicked back hair
But not anymore
'Cuz I haven't taken class in who knows how long
And I haven't wore a leotard in even longer
And that's okay
I always forget that I wear glasses
So whenever someone says,
"Hey you, with the glasses"
I never respond
And they think I'm rude or mean or deaf
And it's really not my fault it's just that
I'm growing out of old identities and into new ones
And there's no going back
And it's probably for the best
I'm growing out of old identities and into new ones
Like a snake shedding its skin
Or a hermit crab on the hunt for a new home
I used to swear I'd never swear
But I'm learning that sometimes
Crappy situations call for crappy language
So I don't mind it anymore
I used to think I was friendly
But I have the same friends from junior high
So maybe I'm just sentimental
Or lazy
I'm growing out of old identities and into new ones
And there's no going back
And it's probably for the best
I'm growing out of old identities and into new ones
Like a snake shedding its skin
Or a hermit crab on the hunt for a new home
I used to identify myself with you
I wore clothes you'd like and always laughed at your jokes
I denied myself of the things I enjoyed
Just to appeal to you
But I'm over it
Oh I'm so over it
'Cuz I've grown out of that identity and into a new one
And there's no going back
And it's all for the best
I've grown out of that identity and into a new one
And I have shed my skin
And I've found a new home
Found a new home
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California Poppy Seeds
02:59
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I bought a packet of California poppy seeds
I planned on planting them last spring
They stayed in a dresser drawer
My love stayed on your floor
Neither one was given a chance
So with the packet of California poppy seeds
I drove five hours for you
Your birthday was last month
A gift would be upfront
To show I've been thinking of you
But when I arrived
Everything had changed
A shift in the tide
A wind in the rain
There was nothing I could've done to stop you
And there was clearly something between you two
And I hoped for anything other than this
Please make sure I'm not around when you kiss
So I have this packet of California poppy seeds
They'll go bad if I don't plant them this spring
They stay in the dresser drawer
My love waits at your door
Both deserving a chance
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Bygones
03:19
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Stuck in a car for four long hours
In the sweltering heat
Conversation of years past
Thankfully was kept brief
"We were all dumb" I said
"I'm sorry I was a jerk,
I guess that's high school for ya
I'd like to move on
And maybe we can repair the damage that's been done"
And you said,
"We'll let bygones be bygones
'Cuz that's all they can be
And now-gones become then-gones
And if-gones never see
The light of day
So we'll be okay"
A Facebook message carefully crafted
Breath held hitting send
Apologies long overdue
Set friendships on the mend
"I was so awful and jealous and unkind
I'm sorry for hurting you
If you don't forgive me, I totally get it
I wouldn't forgive me too"
Then you replied
"We'll let bygones be bygones
'Cuz that's all they can be
And now-gones become then-gones
And if-gones never see
The light of day
So we'll be okay"
The best laid plans of mice and men
Often go awry
That's at least what Steinbeck said
And I think I'll comply
So my last mission I sought forgiveness
I thought you sought it too
Instead you opened up old wounds
Creating scar tissue
I wish you'd said
"We'll let bygones be bygones
'Cuz that's all they can be
And now-gones become then-gones
And if-gones never see
The light of day
So we'll be okay"
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uke & girl (& kazoo)
kelly beach is a self-taught musician and songwriter based in san jose, ca.
she's trying her best.
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